Ladies, read on if you are curious to know what my libido has been up to, given that when last spotted a doctor had determined it might be a reaction to my brother’s death, and I determined it might be a reaction to my own death. I can give you an update.
Intrusive thoughts? Yes. Obsessive, intrusive thoughts. Not the jumble, more focused, but intrusive thoughts nonetheless. Every evening I close my eyes and give myself over to the intrusive thoughts. I can’t focus on anything else.
Doing anything but thinking about the intrusive thoughts? Nope. Not a damn thing. Well, maybe once a week.
I suppose that’s the opposite of how it came on, mental then physical, so that’s how it leaves, physical then mental.