So of course now that I’m almost two thirds done. It is expected to write a character so she goes from point a in the beginning to point b at the end, but sometimes it’s better if she hates herself along the way. And if we are to write what we know, I am an expert in hating myself.
The plot won’t be affected, happily. I will just need to go back and sprinkle in some self hatred. Another revision for later. 19 now.